[As he eases back into the memories he left behind, he feels the guilt swell within him. How could he ever forget someone that seems to have made such a big impact on him. Making Kanda worry due to his absence, and now cry at his return? Putting anyone through such an emotional rollercoaster was just cruel. So its with a guilty heart that he pulls back enough to look down at Kanda.]
I'm so sorry. I didn't want to leave you.
[He sighs, wondering how to explain, and how much of what happened he can even find a way to explain.]
I was here and then I was gone--returned home. I didn't remember anything about you or this place until I came back and found you here. [His roommate was no longer just a roommate, and he couldn't imagine how he'd react if Kanda ever went missing for any amount of time. So that anger at first was entirely justified.] I don't want to go back there again without you. [He's careful this time. Enji can't wholeheartedly make that promise to never leave again. It's clear now that he doesn't have any choice in the matter, and he never will.]
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Date: 2020-01-12 03:39 am (UTC)I'm so sorry. I didn't want to leave you.
[He sighs, wondering how to explain, and how much of what happened he can even find a way to explain.]
I was here and then I was gone--returned home. I didn't remember anything about you or this place until I came back and found you here. [His roommate was no longer just a roommate, and he couldn't imagine how he'd react if Kanda ever went missing for any amount of time. So that anger at first was entirely justified.] I don't want to go back there again without you. [He's careful this time. Enji can't wholeheartedly make that promise to never leave again. It's clear now that he doesn't have any choice in the matter, and he never will.]
Do you hate me?